every emotion living with her was barely repressed rage and nothing else. now that I got away from her, every emotion is multiplied. the rage still exists, but I can drown it in pleasure.

and there are millions upon millions of boys who went thru or are going thru what I survived. most end up dead or in prison. the rest are going to pull this venal corrupt temple down around the heads of the normalscum.

baw-hahaha.

you may be many things, but i doubt that ‘typical’, in ANY sense, is applicable to you. which statement is not in any way intended as an insult. i’ve self diagnosed in the Cluster A and diagnosed my father as a Borderline-Petulant – disclaimer, i’m “just a keyboard warrior” so ymmv.

nor am i intending to use ‘psychopath’ in a strict clinical sense. true psychopaths / sociopaths are very rare. what i have noticed is that Cluster B personalities tend to be incredibly abusive and narcissistic … AND that they tend to use many of the same social manipulation tactics as the full blown psychopath subset.

http://www.daughtersofnarcissisticmothers.com/characteristics-of-narcissistic-mothers/

as an example, i know from listening to family stories that my mother’s family ( five children ) had a Golden Child ( the youngest, a daughter ) and a Scapegoat ( the next youngest, a son ).

this does not necessarily mean that my maternal grandmother was a Narcissist. but it’s a pretty good bet that she was somewhere in the Cluster B list. although i’ve also seen a ( diagnosed and prescribed medication ) Bipolar woman using these tactics, and Bipolar isn’t even listed in the DSM.

and say that neuro-typicals make excellent hosts for parasitic psychopathic types.

and this is what i was talking about by mentioning that psychopaths are very good at identifying other damaged personalities, but damaged in such a way that they do a very poor job of defending themselves.

the Scapegoat, for instance, is conditioned to never expect to ‘win’ at anything. regardless of effort expended, skill demonstrated or result achieved. and *because he has never experienced anything else*, it doesn’t really strike him as out of the ordinary.

even though it is.

http://www.daughtersofnarcissisticmothers.com/golden-child-and-scapegoat/

So we remove the elite super skilled gaslighting psycho hacking thing, because lets be honest here, it’s total bullshit, I went along with all her shit for one reason and one reason only, a quiet fucking life

concur.

i’ve noticed people with SIGNIFICANTLY substandard IQs ( my stepmother, for one. she once related a story to me in which she almost ran into the side of a tractor trailer which was at a dead stop across the road … because the car next to her kept creeping forward and every time he crept forward she did as well. she thought it meant that there needed to be a stoplight at the intersection … *headdesk* ) using these tactics.

it has nothing to do with relative intelligence or size or strength.

it has everything to do with establishing that if you displease person (x) in any way, there will be … consequences. it may not be immediate, you may not have any idea what form it will take, it may be extremely deniable. but there will be consequences.

i think the modern West is what a society looks like when the social conditioning ( public schools, mass media, etc ) has been taken over by the psychopaths. we aren’t quite at the end stage yet.

there seems to have been a pretty good reason that merry olde England used to outlaw fags. although, not all psychopaths are homosexual.

And sure enough it came out, more than once

well, too be sure, it’s a psychopath talking.

how much is the ‘Truth’ and how much is him regurgitating what he expects that the psychiatrist wants to hear?

i’m not saying it’s all false, i did use it as a reference after all. and he was IN psychiatric observation *because* they had caught him molesting children.

DSM V and others is quackery dressed up as science, so we get categories of mental disorders that need treatment from those who made up the definitions

originally, the DSM came out of Descriptive Psychology and seems to have been very good at what it was designed to do … describe maladaptive behavior subtypes.

Therapeutic Psychology ( originating with Freud, who was himself a psychopathic manipulator ) is a different animal altogether, often producing outcomes WORSE than just letting people sleep on the sidewalk. the ‘problem’ with current editions of the DSM is that the Therapeutics have started re-writing the definitions …

yet in 14 years his interests won’t be the same

but they will.

he isn’t looking for anything but the narcissistic supply he gets from having someone else completely under his thumb. and in 14 years, he’s still going to get his rocks off on having someone else completely under his thumb. and she’s going to have been perfectly trained ( crippled or hobbled ) to acquiesce to everything.

my father is 75 … and still doing the same retarded shit he’s done my whole life. and he’s AT LEAST as intelligent as i am ( somewhere near 140 ).

Ain’t NO mention of where momma bear was when the guy in the film is molesting her daughters, ain’t no mention of where the biological father is…

a – women commonly put up with this shit being done to their children. i think it was just couple of years ago that you ( the UK ) had a pop star get caught fucking a two year old … that the mother had willingly supplied to him because he was her boyfriend

b – well, the father got curbed, innit? this is the US, the woman could have moved 2,500 miles away from him and still be in the lower 48.

i’ve got to get going so i’ll close with this:
someday you do need to apologize to your sons for choosing psycho skank ho ex to be their mother. they had no choice in the matter. you were an adult with free will and free choice. growing up with her isn’t going to be fun.

perhaps educational, but not fun.

and you’ve said on multiple occasions that almost everything she did to you, you had seen her do to other partners before you hooked up with her …