I often find myself quoting the wisdom of St Francis to people, “Lord, grant me the strength to change the things I can, the serenity to deal with the things I cannot change, and the wisdom to know the difference.” because it especially applies to the wimminz, but there are two other bits of wisdom to impart.
- Some shit, just eat it and walk away, because life is too fucking short to fight every battle.
- Life’s a bitch.
You see the thing is, it probably doesn’t matter who or what you are, a wimminz, an employer, a guy walking down the street, a mugger, what probably does matter is something about me.
I am a lousy bet.
Wimminz, I am a lousy bet because I have eaten so many red pills I now piss and shit them, for employers I am a lousy bet because I have been through all the stunts that employers pull, and the beat goes on.
So all of you can shaft me for little things, see point 1 above, but getting me to commit to the point where I expose myself to the bigger things, well, good luck with that.
There is an article in the press today that our leaders are warning out that outlaw patch motorcycle gangs are making inroads into society and we the sheeple need to be on the look out for outlaw biker gang wars over turf for things like drugs and prostitution etc.
Being a lousy bet means I can handle these guys, I got nothing they want and they got nothing I want and we say “Hi bro” to each other and go all snake eyes and nod and go our separate ways.
And yes I know all about the criminal enterprises some patch clubs get up to to earn a crust, but I also know that in reality they are small time bit players, if ALL you look at is their ability to distribute drugs as a part of the whole drug scene for example.
The other thing about patch clubs is they aren’t exactly the invisible fucking man, mr incognito, the wraith…
There are all sorts of things the guy stood next to you in the checkout queue could be, off duty policeman, swinger, doctor, wimminz outreach co-ordinator, but if the guy stood next to you is full patch, you will fucking know.
Speaking personally (and I had more than one opportunity to prospect for true outlaw patch clubs) my big problem with it was the patch was a huge fucking target on your back that you wore 24/7, and the remuneration frankly wasn’t that good.
And then I saw other things, and while the temptation for the reader is to say yeah yeah anyone an say this shit, the fact is, club business is club business, so even though through circumstance I have been party to some of this, and could drop names, and could tell stories about outlaw chapters formed from member ejected from mainstream well know outlaw patch clubs for being too fucking violent and out of control, and some of the shit THEY got up to, I won’t, because you don’t tell tales out of school, especially not to write a book or big yourself up.
Ultimately above the patch club there is the brotherhood, so the things individual chapters have pulled, or the things individuals have pulled, don’t outweigh the principle of being loyal to the brotherhood as a whole, or hanging your dirty washing out in public.
Nevertheless, there are things that can be discussed.
One of the things you can discuss is the fact that veterans returning from overseas conflict is something that periodically happens, and they are a different breed to the guy recruited off the street, so you get demographic and generational changes and swings in any individual club or chapter, and for me personally I always found it was the veterans who I got on with best, you could fuck up and get into a fight and literally two minutes later fuck it bro, cheers, swig a cold one through the blood and swelling bruises, and grin, whereas the ones recruited off the streets were always, to me, little peacocking motherfuckers out to climb another run on the ladder.
That was always the source of negative waves for me, the prospects and new shiny patch members saw me as an outsider, much much much less than them, and yet here are the prez, the sergeant, the enforcer all allowing me to turn up unannounced at their front doors, it was enigmatic and confusing for them, which I get, but it was only enigmatic and confusing because they did not have first hand experience of the real enigmatic and confusing things in life, such as lying in a ditch somewhere trying to fuck yourself into the ground while the lead spanged overhead.
So now we have the latest spat of foreign conflicts producing disillusions and disaffected vets returning home to a home that no longer exists and welcomes them, and some of these guys like the nam vets and so on will end up gravitating to the outlaw patch clubs, so suddenly you have groups of disaffected vets associating with each other… and if you are the big daddy state, that needs to have a bunch of people assigned to it…
So while I personally am not prepared to put that patch on myself, assuming they would have me, after all, as said above, I am a lousy bet, it also has to be said that the brotherhood never fucked me over, but the state did…. so if push comes to shove it ain’t hard to work out where my sympathies lie, and which group I personally identify with the most.
Which brings me to one of the janes, the one I fucked saturday night into the wee hours, it wasn’t constant fucking, there was talk too, and so here is the slim fairly sexy just in her 30’s babymomma and she starts talking about 9/11 and the two towers in “free-fall collapse” and building 7 which wasn’t hit by anything etc.
She knows she is “a lousy bet” as far as the state is concerned, because she knows like J Edgar and “un american activities” and witch-hunts, it only takes a stroke of the pen for her to become one of the undesirables, she doesn’t have to actually DO anything wrong, just fit into a demographic, like the returning vets who gravitate towards patch clubs, that someone decides bears watching and monitoring.
In the paper article that talked about these impeding immigrant biker club turf wars, the comments section was delicious, with comparisons drawn to Abu Hamza al-Masri, asking, tongue in cheek, if these immigrant outlaw patch clubs will be given council houses and state handouts and so on, like the other 850,000 illegal immigrants to the UK currently living here and not being deported.
Credibility given towards the MSM premise that these are all nasty evil criminal gangs involved in drugs and vice was approaching zero, or if it was above zero is was so what, when compared to bankers and politicians.
Contrast the song above with a comment I heard from a man who said to me “…of course, the last time I saw Paris by air, it was to drop bombs”
As I have said before, the common misconception is that our leaders are any smarter or more competent at their jobs than the average droid in the geek squad down at the local chain computer store.
What people do not get is the danger inherent within that statement.
When you give incompetent people power, and when the wheels start to fall off the wagon, they always, always, always use that power to try to fix things, and they always, always, always, just fuck things up even more.
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We are hearing a lot in the news about gun control in the USA, and the random shooting sprees, and of course the MSM makes a point of NOT covering storied where the random shooter get shot by someone carrying, such as happened December 17th 2012 in San Antonio, before they can kill a mass of people and then get suicide by cop.
It occurs to me that you never, ever, ever hear about one of these shooters getting tooled up with their arsenal, and then going out to the local gun range to see how many people they can kill… it’s always a fucking school or similar.
Anders Breivic did this too, because the MAIN PURPOSE is always the same, to kill as many as possible, so obviously you go where the odds are stacked in your favour, and you do not go somewhere were it turns into a game or personal survival, who is the baddest badass before game over.
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Following on with this simple logic.
If you wanted to be a successful big time drug dealer and vice kingpin, the last thing you would ever fucking do is state that all members of your criminal society must wear a uniform which makes them stand out in any crowd anywhere any time of day or night, which is why I said in read at the top of this, sure, there are some patch clubs and chapters and member who deal in drugs and vice, but they are small time compared to the market as a whole.
Ergo, attempting to associate them with impending turf wars for drugs and vice is yet more smoke and mirrors, if you gave a shit about drugs and prostitution you have to start with the police force, they are the ones who have to take the payola to turn the other eye while THE VAST BULK of these industries progresses.
But again, as said above, you have to be both competent at your job and intelligent to see this, and those in control are neither, no more competent than the drones in the geek squad.
Just because I choose to not personally become closely involved with patch clubs does not mean I am unable to tell when they are getting a bum rap.
The now dead Sir Jimmy Savile is being open called, without quotes, a paedophile in the MSM now, despite never having been convicted much less charged with anything, and lo and behold there are teams of lawyers trying to track down his allegedly missing millions, so that the alleged victims can get some compo… again, it is a bum rap…
Gary Glitter / Paul Gadd, another bum rap.
Not saying any of these people or groups are saints (and please do not try and draw any lines between me talking about Jimmy Savile and me talking about patch clubs in the same post) or anything even approaching it.
Am saying that those busy flinging the shit are the same in both cases, big daddy guvvmint and the MSM, and am saying that these people have previous form for getting it horrifically wrong, and making up out of whole cloth reasons and allegations that suit pre-ordained conclusions and end targets.
Even the janes know this shit.
And the incompetent leaders with vast powers that we have know that even the janes know this shit.
And THAT, my friends, is why you should fucking worry, and in the meantime do your best to avoid being included in any category that they deem needs special attentions.
OT: Afor the women who wrote me the 8 page letter [actually 10] has left over a dozen mostly lengthy messages on my voicemail critsizing me since lunchtime today. Should I tell her to stop calling me or let her leave as many messages as she likes for evidence?
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 8:29 pm
oops women should be woman/wimminz.
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 8:30 pm
if it was me, save recorded copies, and ignore, your phone records will then show you made ZERO effort to contact her, and are in fact avoiding contacting her, and whatever she says in her letter and voice messages is therefore her only actual interests in (according to her) outstanding matters between the two of you…. YMMV
Comment by Wimminz — January 7, 2013 @ 8:32 pm
Afor thanks, thats very good advice and was exactly what I was thinking of doing.
Shes just left two more messages. I’ll record them all on cassete tape as thats all I have for the moment, hope thats good enough for evidence.
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 8:39 pm
it’s not ideal… ideally get some one else who is good as a witness to record on a digital recorder, which will itself put time and date stamps on the created files…
audio cassette will be pretty much worthless as “evidence” if push comes to shove, and ironically the more push and shove things get to, the more you need something that can actually have some value as exhibit A
Comment by Wimminz — January 7, 2013 @ 8:43 pm
Thanks I will get myself a digital recorder then. Do you mean hand held or on my laptop. Two more messages just come in.
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 8:49 pm
laptop + webcam + mic = a video of you playing back the messages… = exhibit a
very very very hard to argue exhibit a has been tampered with, or was from another time, etc…
Comment by Wimminz — January 7, 2013 @ 8:51 pm
Afor, Sorry to be techno backward, would the mic be included in the webcam or seperate and would all the necessary software be included with webcam and mic?
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 8:55 pm
you’ll be hard pressed to buy a webcam without a mic, there is almost always bundled software, but then again windows media player itself will record from a camera.
if she is calling that much, then you KNOW the bitch is crazy….. call a buddy now and get him to come over and listen to these messages, or go there if on a mobile…
Comment by Wimminz — January 7, 2013 @ 8:59 pm
Unfortunately I don’t really have anybody that I can call apart from a female neighbour downstairs. I live in a flat and the other residents often don’t shut the main entrance door. What do I do if she turns up outside the door of my flat, i.e. in the main hallway?
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 9:10 pm
don’t answer without audio and video recording, any chance you can take a vacation out of town for 48 hours?
Comment by Wimminz — January 7, 2013 @ 9:18 pm
I’ve got an old cassete tape camcorder and I’ll try and buy a digital voice recorder too and use both together. Getting out of town for 48 hours would be difficult because of money problems and I have a mandatory appointment to keep on wednesday morning.
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 9:32 pm
lock your door and hunker down then.
Comment by Wimminz — January 7, 2013 @ 9:35 pm
Afor, thanks for all your help. Thats what I will do. I’ll pop downstairs regularly after my neighbours entrance/exits to make sure that the front door is closed.
Comment by Will — January 7, 2013 @ 9:38 pm
Man, looks like you hit the jackpot full of shit with this one. Good luck getting rid of her. She must have the disposition of a banshee now, that you’re obviously not acting according to her plan. Watch your six!
Btw, you did not reply to her letter, did you?
Comment by Michael — January 8, 2013 @ 4:37 am
Thanks. Not in writing but there was some verbal discussion 2 days prior when she turned up at my flat unanounced all friendly and the evening ended well with her saying she didn’t mean it the way it was written. Then yesterday she flipped.
Comment by Will — January 8, 2013 @ 1:28 pm