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November 3, 2017

Living in a cult.

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 12:04 pm

It was only a question of time, when malicious false accusations of rape and sexual abuse are condoned and even rewarded for the skank on the street, and where every man is a potential rapist / sexual predator paedo, for it to work its way upwards.

IN the UK the news is full of wimminz who have been allegedly abused sexually in political circles, and every single one of them looks extremely pleased with themselves, because we are in the new age where anything a wimminz says must be given credit, and where even if nothing much happened or is alleged to have happened, all we are supposed to care about is how the wimminz in question claims it all made her FEEL…. feeeeewings are everything innit.

It’s not parody to suggest that today if you are neither someone who has been accused of sexual misconduct while in office, nor someone who has claimed to have suffered sexual misconduct while in office, you are in the fucking minority, and a minority that is shrinking by the day at that…

Sanity left the room years ago, we are living in a cult.

The same sort of cult that suggests, and claims absolute credibility in doing so, that the norks can deliver one single ICBM over the continental USA and trigger one single EMP blast that will take everything out and kill 90% of the 350,000,000 population within a couple of years as a result.

Speaking as a scientist, the norks are just as likely to take out the continental USE with a single nuke EMP as they return home from a successful manned Mars mission, as they are to doing it with an ICBM… or a sub launched missile, or a container hidden missile, or anything else.

It’s gonna follow an inverse cube law, double the distance, one eighth the power, treble the distance, one 27th the power, quadruple the distance, one 64th the power, to take out the west coast and the east coast an emp nuke detonated over kansas would have to be so powerful that everything in nebraska iowa missouri oklahoma new mex and colorado with a spinal cord would die on the spot, iron ore in the ground in kansas would be magnetised forever… it is beyond fucking bollocks….  meanwhile a carrington event like solar storm that *could* take out the national grid, meh, fuck it, never gonna happen, so we will spend zero bucks protecting against that.

Meanwhile the BoE base rate goes from 0.25% to 0.5%  with rumours of a rise to a terrifying 1.0% in the next two years, and everyone loses their shit, what the fucking fuck….. the chart above runs from 1988 to the present day, and it shows that since 1992 we have been living in a financial cult, and in 2008 the cult doubled down, never in the history of anything has it been so cheap to borrow money, so never in the history of anything has it been so cheap to borrow money to invest in tools and equipment and production, which is why we are now world leaders in everything and exporters to the world of everything… oh… wait….

Any engineer / mechanic / plumber / carpenter / etc will tell you, you do not buy tools to amass assets, you buy tools to be able to do more work and make more money, and it’s not a zero sum game, you either buy tools and hope to make enough money from them to show a profit, or you do not buy the tools and do something else, and as it turns out the lower the interest rate the less interested anyone is in buying tools, because anyone can borrow money, so everyone is going to use that borrowed money for speculative things like house price inflation, foreign holidays on the plastic and private leased vehicles.

Time was a builder wanted a van he’d buy a transit with double axles and a flatbed on the back that could carry anything, including the steel tool box behind the cab, nowadays so called builders are buying panel vans with custom wheels and fuck off stereos and metallic paint, I can’t recall the last time I saw a double axle flatbed transit that wasn’t in the livery of a utility company, they are the only ones that work for a living.

There is a local road, it’s a main feeder / commuter route, it’s been shut for ten days and another 12 days to go, I drive past it twice a day, I have no idea why the entire road is closed, nobody is working on it, about 100 years down there are some cones around a hole that stretches all of 12 inches away from the kerb, there is no bridge, no overhead works, no nothing, no sane reason why a main route through town should be closed for three weeks… it’s another cult, like the roadworks and traffic signals that appear down the road from me, all I ever see to justify them is the one transit van and trailer that tows the traffic lights and cones away every night and back every morning, the road surface itself is intact and nobody is working on it.. it’s a cult.

Every fucking terrorist that ever lived put together don’t even figure on the radar when compared to politicians (local and national) and lawyers and bankers and the rest of them, you want to bring down the west, don’t go to jihadi school and eat nutella and fuck stinky 14 year olds with bad teeth and get sand in your crack, no mate, stay here and become a local politician and get into the traffic planning department or the local business department or the finance department, you’ll do more damage and bring more misery than a thousand of your brethren in the sand could ever dream of doing.

There is basically only one remaining conceivable purpose for blaming lil kim / putin / ragheads / martians / for whatever is going down, and that is so that those who have it happen to them do not rise up and kill everything that was ever in any way connected to local government or politics or law enforcement or banking or anything else, no man, it wasn’t a carrington event that we could have planned for, it was lil kim and his magical emp nuke, but don’t worry, we already got revenge on him with our mark 7 Q illudium disintegrator, that and the F35 programme.

You know the *only* people who take the US military seriously as a military force nowadays are USAian citizens, who still think 6 US marines could invade the norks in an afternoon, if only the politicians would let them.

Not to be seen as anti yank, I could say the exact same thing about the laughing stock that is the Royal Navy, the only people cheering the new “carriers without planes” are firmly on british soil, everyone else is pissing themselves.

It’s missile alley nowadays, and lets not forget the usa has to buy russian rockets to get into space, and if you can’t build space rockets, you can’t build icbm rockets, and if you can’t build icbm rockets, your theater rockets aren’t going to be that good…. meanwhile if your the best rocket scientists on the planet (because our lot let nasa and “our” nazi rocket scientists get all political) you start shipping zircon scramjet mach 5/6 missiles, but even that is probably overkill, apparently nowadays all it takes to take the US navy out is a container ship or two that maneouvers like a pig and may eventually get up to 18 knots, just add a dozen low paid Filipino crew, probably cheaper than a kalibr missile…

Half of the UK navy and army is literally robbing parts from some units of fleets of vehicles and ships to keep the rest of the units running, scrapyard wars, make do and mend, and this is in peacetime when the transgender shipmates aren’t fucking each other or taking coke.

It’s not just a cult, it’s a suicide cult.

 

November 2, 2017

LED Zeppelin

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 12:58 pm

Did you see what I did there with the title? Probably not, you, like me, are probably too old.

Anyhoo, long story short is someone’s kid just got a gold star in “thience” (skools here have done away with separate physics and chemistry and biology etc, replacing it all with “science” which is of course anything but) anyway the teecher holds a spot quiz with a prize of no homework that week for anyone that could answer a really difficult for a 13 years old “thience kwestchun”.

The question was When were LED’s invented?

The kid aced it with “early nineteeen seventies

Teecher was amazed, as were the rest of the class.

Kid’s dad tells me kid explains to him that he knew the answer because he had been around my place the week before and heard and seen on the big screen media jukebox that early seventies band LED Zeppelin…. so he knew LED’s were at least that old, and since the 70’s is ancient history to a 13 year old, it was unlikely to be in prehistory before that.

I’ve now spent a day running around with ideas of light emitting diode zeppelin (supported by the electric light orchestra of course) and their awesome 1971 world tour with the Tesla Girl etc etc etc running through my head, and laughing…

It’s so much of a *better* story than bonham and plant making a pun on a lead balloon, and of course the hindenburg imagery was still fairly fresh at the time so no leap to see how the album cover artist came up with that one.

Why I am really laughing, and I suppose I should be crying, is the other reported fact that the whole class thinks this kid is a fucking smartass now, and even the teecher agreed, see, as far as the teecher knew, the explanation that a band was named as a tribute to the new technology, and that is how the kid guessed the right answer seemed plausible to the teecher, and after all, all that mattered was the kid got the right answer…. and how could he have got the right answer unless there was some connection there.

I normally go to great lengths to anonymise people, but in this instance, this kid deserves the posterity, because he has unwittingly crafted and planted a meme that once heard, will never go away.

So a glass raised to you, young James, may you go far in life, though it is doubtful, given the teechers you have…. you know, the kid made (based on the information he had) a perfectly logical guess, but instead of being praised for that and then schooled in various ways of analysing that guess to see if it was likely to be a valid one, he is just rewarded, the whole incident is already yesterday’s news to him.

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October 31, 2017

The death of news.

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 2:08 pm

Never in my entire life have I had so many different and disparate methods of being informed, whether that be about a particular subject or a particular region or a particular technology.

Contrarily, never in my life have I been less informed, because there simply is no news or discussion or information out there.

Yesterday I had an email from someone (there were a few cc’s) about USB devices dropping out, no problem, I thought, I’ll just google a couple of quick links to the USB spec and schematics and so on.

Nah, page after page of adword algorithm pimped crap, some of it going back to 2013, in fact there have been three instances in the past couple of months where someone asked me something, and I spent 5 minutes trying to google it because basically I knew *what* I was looking for, just not where to find it, before giving and and saying fuck it and reverting to the 243 gig 69,717 files 9,888 folders PDF library on the local nas box, and finding what I wanted there… a library that I amassed a few years ago as a what if shtf thing, rather than any real immediate practical use.

To be able to do that ONCE on one specialist subject that I cared about is feasible, to be able to do it three times in a few weeks over three entirely separate subjects is astonishing.

It’s not just news, it is data, it is information, the “web” had died and gone to a place where is a marketing playground a bit like those old dead tree computer books that were 300 pages long with 240 pages of adverts and 40 pages of sponsored / promotional articles….

40+ years ago in the Uk we had a weekly think called the Exchange & Mart, it was a small format small ad national thing, just adverts, you could find listings for anything you wanted, used cars, air guns, hifi, garden sheds, you name it.

Think of it as dead tree amazon + ebay + gumtree + craigslist

Of course a lot of it was shit, a lot of it was crooks, and a lot of it was scams, but there was enough real shit in there…. lots of people like me bought it every week, but never bought anything FROM it, because it gave us prices that we could use to compare, and some times it gave us products or things we had not seen before, audio amps with toroidal transformers is one that springs to mind, and that company is still going.. http://www.crimsonelectronics.com/

So, all very well, but if you were a seller, you’d probably be better off putting an advert in the window of a local shop.

For a brief time there in the early 2000’s fleabay and such beat the local option hands down, I bought and sold many things, all the way up to cars and motorcycles on fleabay, nowadays it has all gone.

If I don’t give a fuck and want it in 24 hours I’ll go on amazon, if I do give a fuck I’ll put the word out and wait for someone to get back to me, hey jimbo, you still looking for a set of wheels and tyres for your volvo shed?

Increasingly I am doing business with other businesses and I insist on dealing with board level management or better still the director in person, if I can get along with that individual I have no issues, if I cannot deal with them directly, the business is probably more trouble than it is worth.

We are fracturing along fault lines that 99% of the public are not even aware exist, and it is all more or less related to stuff that is fundamental to being able to live in a technological age.

Not being able to find how many times men bit dogs in the archives of the local newspaper will not kill me, but I have talked in the past about a nearby town/city where a guy did a throughly excellent project / website about local history, and I used it as a source for executions through the ages… so imagine my surprise to read in the daily fail today that a professor from the university of sussex has a book out and has discovered previously unknown things about witchcraft in the south west roman town / city of Exeter / Isca… http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-5032595/Exeter-hub-witches-sorcerers-England.html

Or you could go to the source http://www.exetermemories.co.uk/em/executed.php

Interesting how both the prof and the daily fail can not be aware of the real treasure trove of info about a particular town / city and pretty much everything that has gone on there since roman times.

In a sense I can’t blame them, it *is* feasible, after all I can type “exeter witchcraft” into google and the first three pages of hits are MSM or commercial crap, so it all provides a nice proof of what I have been saying for years, that whatever comes up on a computer screen is fact, and nothing else exists…..

Perhaps if the “prof” from sussex had, you know, got in a car and driven down to exeter and done some actual research he might have found the answers and also found that the answers were in plain sight, not something otherwise unknown that he had just discovered.

As I said, not knowing how many times men bite dogs, or not knowing about witchcraft in exeter (a local town / city that I personally associate with bloody awful traffic and student flats being built everywhere) isn’t going to kill me.

What will kill me, and you, is people who have never actually gone to a place and just walked the streets and talked to people, telling everyone else about that place and what is going on here, and at this point it could be Exeter or Damascus or Kiev, it doesn’t matter, if everything we can find out about these places is written by people who have never actually been there, or who are selling something, be it the Exeter chevrolet dealer or damascus knives or chicken kiev.

I used to fucking laugh, back in the day, when all the Assholes On Line grabbed their CD-ROM and came online, me too, lol, ribbit, what a bunch of wankers, but even though they soon became the majority, they weren’t significant, any more than baseball fans were significant if you looked at the USA in the wider picture, sure, they were a large demographic, but it didn’t mean much, and it didn’t get in the way of much.

I’m not laughing any more.

 

October 29, 2017

Framing deception

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 3:11 pm

It’s easy to frame a story any way you like, even when allegedly telling the truth.

The text below in blue is the complete unedited story text from the daily fail, the red text is my comments.

A respected Salvation Army major who took advantage of a schoolgirl’s ‘crush’ was caught decades later after the victim’s relative told her she had been abused. 

So the “victim” did not know she was a victim until 20 or 30 (decades) years had passed, and it was only then, when a relative told her, that she realised she was a victim.

At no time in the intervening 20 or 30 years did she ever read or see or hear or think anything to make her question what (allegedly) happened.

Anthony Huntington, 55, was jailed for four years after conducting a boyfriend-girlfriend-type relationship with an underage girl, committing the offences during trips to the baths, in his car after cinema outings and while giving her guitar lessons. 

Ok, so the guy is 55 and was just jailed for four years, so we are inferring that this 55 year old guy had a “boyfriend girlfriend type”, eg consensual, sexual relationship, with an “underage” girl, which might mean 15 years and 11 months old, or 17 years and 11 months old, we are not told the “girls” age, we aren’t told she was a young woman, we are however heavily steered towards the implication that there is probably a 40 year age gap between this sick paedo bastard and this poor innocent little girl.. who consented at the time, and who considered him to be her boyfriend at the time, and apparently for the next 20 or 30 years.. it’s all so very confusing.

Durham Crown Court heard that the abuse only came to light two decades later when the girl discussed it with a relative and then confronted him on Facebook.

Ok so now we are told it was a 20 year plus gap, call it 25, so the guy who is 55 now was around 30 at the time, and the guy who is a sally army sarnt major now, might have been a delivery driver or plumber or anything else at the time…

And again we have confirmation that until the talk with the relative, the “girl” saw nothing wrong with this “boyfriend-girlfriend type” relationship for 25 years.

Prosecutor Shaun Dodds said Huntington, of Peterlee, Durham, ‘more or less’ made full admissions, apologising and telling her he hoped he had not hurt her.

“More or less” is a lot less than more, especially when you consider the qualifier, hope you weren’t hurt by it, the sort of thing anyone in their fifties could say to anyone in their long dim and distant past, hey, hope I wasn’t too much of an asshole towards you back when I was a young asshole punk…

A “more or less” admission and a “hope I didn’t hurt you” that was said to the alleged victim on fuckbook, by the way, not a statement that was made with a lawyer present.

The victim, who is now an adult, had seen Huntington as some sort of ‘father-figure’ at the time when he took advantage of her ‘schoolgirl’s crush’ and molested her. 

Well, given that 25 years have passed, even if the “victim” was 3 months old at the time, she would now be an adult, and suddenly we have gone from a “boyfriend girlfriend type” relationship to something “father figure”… interesting how the dice roll and how the roll changes each sucessive time.

The court heard that as a Salvationist, he was a Sergeant Major, who had helped to run a Sunday school.

So the court heard that 25 years later he was doing something different, and “HAD helped to run a sunday school” could apply equally well to to the accountant who never visits the premises, or a fundraiser or anything else… since there is no mention that he is at the school with the kids H^H^H^H new victims of sexual abuse, we can safely assume that he was never at this school that he “helped run” while kids were there alone in his custody…

Mr Dodds said in her impact statement, the victim said she was, ‘disgusted and angry’ at what had taken place and felt he had taken advantage and, ‘interfered’ with her, as a child.

So disgusted and angry that she thought ABSOLUTELY NOTHING of it for 25 years, until some relative said something, allegedly, now it’s not even a “boyfriend girlfriend type” of relationship, he “interfered” with her, just a one way street from an old paedo to a young innocent thing.

In a victim impact statement, she said: ‘I didn’t know it was wrong at the time. 

Nor for 25 fucking years later apparently, nothing in 20 + years of adult life gave you the slightest inkling that anything wrong happened, not until that fateful day one “relative” talked to you.

‘Huntington gave me the attention I didn’t get at home, so I didn’t push him away. What happened has traumatised me, I’m disgusted that anyone could treat a child in the way he treated me.’

“boyfriend girlfriend type” relationship remember, so now you are complaining that a “boyfriend” paid you attention???

Maybe the “relative” who advised her is somehow connected to the “relative” who did not give her any attention or care at home back in the day… you think>?

The victim, who is now an adult, said that she had ‘trouble sleeping’ after realising the abuse and even considered suicide.

We’re back to the now an adult thing, 25 years later, and the thing that never bothered her for 25 years suddenly makes her all depressed and suicidal.

The 55-year-old, of Peterlee, who has no previous convictions, admitted six counts of indecent assault.

Sounds like the guy, when presented with what he did 25 years ago, copped to it, yup, should have known better, sure she consented and all that but as the elder person and male I should have know better, anyway, he pleaded to six instances of indecent assault, not rape or having sex with a minor, so we can kind of dismiss all that shit about little children and sex and stuff, sounds a lot more like holding hands and the odd kiss and cuddle, and yes, that shit *will* get you an indecent assault charge.

NO previous convictions though, not even drink or drugs or speeding.

Rod Hunt, mitigating, who handed several character references to the court, said: ‘Everyone who writes on his behalf is astounded and hurt that someone they look up to has this weakness and has caused harm.

They are probably astounded because 25 years ago they may not even have known the guy back then.

‘They can hardly believe it. They don’t condone him, but they would expect him to come clean about it, so as not to cause any more pain.

Yup, guy has some character, if he did wrong in the past, he would fess up to it, he probably has enough character to not be railroaded into confessing to something he did not do though, so indecent assault 6 times against one willing person 25 years ago looks to be it.. btw showing your 15 year old girlfriend a copy of a wank mag technically counts as indecent assault, as does wanking in front of her, there doesn’t have to be any actual physical contact.

The indecent assault offence SPECIFICALLY EXCLUDES rape, btw, so we know there was no actual sex, because actual sex even with a consenting minor in a “boyfriend girlfriend type” relationship is still rape.

‘He knows he should not have done what he did, even though it was consensual, and, as soon as he was confronted by the complainant, he admitted it.’

So why not tell us what he did, was it a kiss, was it a cuddle, was it some grabass, no, we are too busy stressing that he is 55 and the victim was / is a child and the whole thing was sexual and disgusting, the fucking paedo pervert

Jailing him, Recorder Timothy Roberts QC told Huntington his victim Regarded him as her ‘boyfriend’.

OK

‘But, you knew how corrupting it was and you persisted in it, on several occasions,’ he said. 

So he didn’t beat the shit out of the infatuated girl and send her home crying to the home where she was neglected and ignored, so as to scare her away, for his own safety.

What an evil misogynist rapist paedo bastard.

Huntington was also made subject of a Sexual Harm Prevention Order for ten years and registration as a sex offender indefinitely.

Game over man, and now the “victim” is entitled to substantial cash compo from the state, no doubt to be shared with the “relative” who advised her.

So the truth here is little enough happened 25 years ago, maybe with 20-20 hindsight it was cringeworthy, but neither of the parties involved had any issues with it for 25 years, so why did it suddenly become an issue, and why is it suddenly news?

There should be a 72 hour limit on ALL allegations of any kind of violence or abuse, sexual or not, because after 72 hours all the evidence is gone forever.

Can I sue the guy who sold me a vauxhall victor for 70 quid in 1982 because the asshole obviously knew damn well the clutch was about to die?

Why not, if this skank can take this guy to the cleaners 25 years later, what is the fucking difference, if you were happy to NOT report that shit EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY OF YOUR LIFE for 25 years then it is a big fat zero.

And if saying “sorry” on fuckbook or SMS or whatever to someone you knew 25 years ago will get you a conviction, we all need to entirely rethink all our social interactions and communications.

 

October 28, 2017

Lost in space

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 2:07 pm

I always wonder about mentality and thought processes, lets look at Dallas 1pm as an example.

Only the seekrit service and PD knew the exact route beforehand, but even that is beside the beside.

You want to kill the POTUS, we shall assume, we don’t know *why* but we will assume you do.

Now, apparently, you add another massive complication to your one man vendetta, it is no longer enough to kill the POTUS, now you want to kill him on live TV so the world can watch and see.

This is called “sending a message”, so suddenly you are no longer the lone crazed killer who wants to kill the POTUS, you want to send a message to the world.

This is a very different thing, it’s not like shooting the bastard in a movie theater, or Ruby offing Oswald, these are killings, assasinations, there is no sending a message.

So how do you do it?

Your chosen kill point is 81 metres from the chosen target, and this is all chosen, because you knew in advance the route, you had to to make these plans…

Well, you’d grab an RPG, good for 200 metres and a guaranteed kill, or you’d grab a belt fed tripod machine gun, same deal, 30 rounds downrange at a car and nothing is left alive inside, fill the belt with incendiaries and whats left will burn up.

Today you’d do the same thing, you wouldn’t fire random shots from semi auto LIGHT ARMS at fuel tanks hundreds of yards away from your hotel room in vegas, your first shot would be a laws rocket into the tanks and then your belt fed machine gun could smoke the barrel tearing up the crowd in the concert below you.

Yet ALL of these cunts always apparently decide the best weapon they can choose is the worst weapon they could choose, apart from a handgun or catapult, a bolt action or semi auto light rifle.

You know, it’s almost like they didn’t choose the weapon themselves, it’s almost like someone else chose it for them and handed it to them, and that someone else chose it on the basis of not wanting to give the asshole anything too dangerous….

You know what I mean, we are still a million miles short of the sort of bullshit most people indulge in, were there 5 shooter or 8, was it this, was it that, but stop, long long long before you do down that road, you have to look at the basics first, and you can’t move on to that stuff before you get the basics down.

The basics of Dallas 1 pm is it doesn’t make sense, only the PD and seekrit service knew the route, only someone wanting to send a message would kill on prime time live TV, did Oswald striek anyone as someone with a message to send? and if so, what was it? and don’t give me that made up speculative shit from the same people who studiously manage to not see the 900lb gorilla in the room, as discussed here.

If Fred Winnebago from Boise later speculates about things, that’s OK, he is an uninformed nobody without resources, if government agencies speculate about things, they are lying and creating a smokescreen, like a magician making you watch one hand while the other one is doing the trick…

After we have debunked and rejected utterly the idea that Dallas 1pm was either a lone nut deciding to off the POTUS, because it doesn’t fit, or a message to the masses, because the alledged patsy had none, then we can move on.

We no longer even have to ASK, much less attempt to explain, how a bullet from Oswald’s rifle on the 6th floor of the book depository entered the windscreen on the presidential car, because we are already at a place where we can safely assume that what went down was a carefully planned execution on live TV, and to be carefully planned, some of the planners had top level security access to the seekrit service and / or PD, the only ones who knew the route.

Suddenly you are talking the entire top levels of governments being infiltrated by enemies, and suddenly the russians fears at the time that they would get blamed and it would lead to world war three, make a shit load more sense, because who is the USA going to send in to investigate this shit? Federal Marshall Chuck Norris?

He’s make believe.

Which makes him as real as Oswald and his former friend and associate Ruby, who conveniently killed him before he could blab…. probably very conveniently for Ruby, who as an insider on the PD was eminently placed to get Oswald in that 6th floor in time for him to take the blame.

They were make believe roles too.

The fact that any of this other shit is still being discussed nearly 60 years later proves that the coup and conspirators are still in power, FOIA document releases 50 years later mean nothing if nothing was ever documented by those on the inside.

The only stories that ever get told piecemeal over time with redactions and so on thrown in are lies, because they know if the whole story was presented in one go it would fall apart in about 10 minutes and generate more questions that it allegedly answered.

GENUINE investigators and detectives will all tell you the exact same thing, a true testimony never solves more problems for the teller than it creates.

Maybe not all those problems are relevant to the investigator, but they will be exposed.

Having been exposed, they become jigsaw pieces.

Jigsaw pieces have to fit together, they don’t always have to make sense, I have no fucking idea why you are fucking that fat ugly bitch when you have a gorgeous hot neighbour whose husband is away all week trucking, but I accept that you are, because that jigsaw piece fits with all the other pieces and all the other testimony.

Nobody, but nobody, but nobody, plans everything in advance with incredible precision like some movie script, there isn’t a soldier that ever walked the planet who is not aware of some variation of “no plan survives first contact with the enemy” and it may not be because the enemy is a genius, the enemy may just have the shits that day so they stayed where they were sat on a bucket.

Here is a thing that is true.

Timelines do no explain anything, outside of TV detectives motives and opportunity don’t mean dick, most people are primarily assholes, and it doesn’t matter if they are detectives or assassins or generals, they will still generally act like an asshole.

They may still end up doing a bad thing, but the trail leading to it *in hindsight* will always be as clear as day, it will not ever be stepping stones places carefully 24 inches apart like the dots on a dot to dot picture… that is NOT how human beings operate.

I have lost track of the number of people who read all the official documents in my own personal FRA and legalised child abduction case in the seekrit family courts, and all of them said the same fucking things…

1/ this bitch been crazy since long before you met her, and you had ample proof of that along the way, what the fuck kept you involved, and you nuts?

2/ why is the only testimony ever that you were a violent paedo rapist druggie from your skanky ex, and why is every last bit of actual evidence of your life as a whole contrary to that?

3/ and finally, hey, the truth hurts, that’s how you know it’s the truth, but dude, seriously, you’ve been an asshole most of your life according to this… albeit a likeable asshole.

Bottom line, the JFK story has *never* made any sense, all anyone is doing now is the equivalent of waiting until 2030 to file a FOIA request to my own psycho skank ho ex asking for some more redacted documents to try to explain what went down all those years ago when I allegedly beat and raped and abused her for a hobby.

Nobody who wanted the truth would do this, or pay any attention to it, or be involved in it in any way.

Those who do want the truth, and who do want to use their god given brains, that’s a different story.

1/ the real truth is gone, nobody is ever going to find out what really happened.

2/ pretty much everything about the history we are told is bullshit.

3/ Dallas 1pm isn’t exactly an isolated incident when it comes to this, don’t even have to go outside the USA or the 19th century to list dozens more, pearl harbour, USS liberty, etc etc etc etc etc

4/ You’re left with one thing, 99.9% of historical fact is total fucking bullshit, sure, some kind of shit went down, but nothing like the version you have been told.

You’re now Roddy Piper with his new fucking glasses, or the dude in the matrix who just wants back in, how does this help you?

Surround yourself with deeply flawed but likeable asshole genuine human beings, then drop all bullshit ideas about tearing down the system, live in it, love it, praise it, be the stainless steel rat, and see everyone else and everyone looking at the JFK stuff for what they are, people loudly announcing to all who will listen that they just want back in the matrix.

It’s that or be agent smith… but like the smell, don’t hate it.

 

October 27, 2017

Biter bit a little bit, and more

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 2:16 pm

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-5023393/Woman-called-troll-foul-mouthed-post-sexist-joke.html

Basically wimminz comments on someone else’s fuckbook page, calling him a sexist cunt, and gets bitten, and then claims the ones biting back are the online bullies, even though she started it.

All standard fare, and nothing to do with this post, this post is about what is buried within the story, a quote from the wimminz herself.

‘With all of this Harvey Weinstein stuff, the Toback stuff, my Facebook feed at the moment is full of men abusing women and I was in the frame of mind where I wasn’t going to stand for anymore sexism and I just overreacted.

‘I shouldn’t have done it but I deleted it so why his brother of all people then days later after it has been deleted has saved this screen grab for a few days and used it as a weapon against me.

‘Why would he try and ruin somebody’s business over something as trivial as swearing at somebody who isn’t even him?’

So, Jane Hobson, freelance photographer extraordinaire, neatly highlights the *sole* purpose of the contant misandrist rhetoric in the media, complete with regular spectactular puff pieces about the evil man of the week, it is to sow discord and strife.

There is a problem with all this though, discord and strife only works if the two sides are evenly matched, you can call a farmer a greedy fat GMO earth raping cunt all day long, and at the end of the day he still has the crops, and more importantly the experience and skills to produce more crops next year… you do not… so who is going to go hungry? Not the farmer.

My dad, back in the late 50’s, got into photography, he had a rollei and then a minolta 35 mm and some time around then a clockwork 8mm cine, did his own developing for the stills, and basically was never much of a photographer, not compared to the fleet street greats, of which there were only a few.

Fast forward 70 years and I can walk out the door and stab someone screaming aloha snackbar and 95% of everyone around whips out a smartphone with a camera that in many ways is superior to anything dad ever had, still, none of them are great photographers.

This Jane Hobson isn’t a great photographer, she just has better kit than most and better access to certain subjects than most, the photos themselves are pretty meh.

I knew a roadie for a famous rock band, his photos now sell for tens of thousands per image, they were not great photos, but he had access that most didn’t.

So this is the “business” that this skank ho claims the evil men are trying to destroy (Streisand effect anyone?)

So it is no secret that I also have a small business, and, clearly, I also make attempts to separate *that* from *this* but then again I don’t go on to people’s fuckbook pages and then call them a cunt.

If I ever did get blowback from this to the business, I’d just shrug, fine, go read ALL of that blog asshole, it will take you a week at least, and at the end of it you are going to think just some guy with a fucking attitude, so what, he doesn’t go and troll others or virtue signal on fuckbook or do social meedja or anything else, and really if it bugs you, don’t give me business, I don’t care.

I had a real customer last week start in on me, after trying to be polite twice I responded saying look, it’s pretty fucking simple, I run my business, I’m not responsible for your business, or your business methods, or your business making a profit, or anything else, and your business sure doesn’t share profits with me, so I run my business my way, and if you don’t like it, there is nothing stopping you from going to a competitor.

 

crickets

 

12 hours later the quote is paid in full and the job can go in the queue

the dispute that started it was about the price of a latte in a city cafe, that’s how much discount she (yeah, it was a she, what a surprise) wanted, before I said no, before she started on a rant about how businesses are supposed to operate.

I have a potential jon on the books now, the basic material is man made, the widget they want means going to the people who make said man made material and asking them to make custom tooling for a custom profile, they’ll do that, but it ain’y anywhere near worth it for the job, fuck it, cut it from flat sheet and be done with it, and adjust something else to suit that.

I’m dealing with guys there so whether it goes ahead or not, at least I won’t get all the whiney shit back about how the cup cake business needs all these esoteric toppings, and BTW can I have fucking 90 day terms that I often get when dealing with wimminz.

In two years there are 4 customers that I have blacklisted, (ooh, rayciss terminology) because frankly their money is worth less than the trouble they would put me to, two of them are 100% wimminz operated and run, the other two are muslim blokes with the same sort of god’s gift attitude.

This is where the whole MSM agenda of sowing strife is the rubber meeting the road, it doesn’t matter if your anger and angst is justified or not, all that matters is do you have as much power as the other side of the deal, because if you do not, you’re toast.

Ms Cupcake I want a latte discount probably did some research, and found that nobody else (what few there are in this line of business) could come close to my prices and quality and service, but rather than fess up and apologise, she just quietly pays da fucking money.

Fine, I already quoted you, so I’ll stand by what *I* said, and do the fucking job, just the same as if you had never run your mouth off at me.

Prace bets now.

What do you think is going to happen when Ms Cupcake comes back to me in 3 months time for the next order?

Sorry darling, too busy, got 3 months backlog. I don’t care if I have no work that week, I’ll still be too busy playing skyrim or fucking with an arduino or a brix of making something cnc, to entertain working for her…

Like the farmer who isn’t going to go hungry, me, I don’t give a shit.

When the boot is on the other foot and I *facing* the guy who can walk away and not look back, I’m all Ok mate, here is what I need, tell me what you need to make it happen, and while you are at it, tell me if I am asking for the wrong thing, or asking in the wrong way, I’m paying you for your skill and experience so I’m quite happy to hear things that I might not like, like my design being shit because it entails custom mould tooling to be made by the factory and that’s 10k bucks to start with, when there are other ways…

Brix – part III

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 10:36 am

So part 1 was sort of about what I was doing and why, and part 2 was about the process, so part 3 is about the reality and the future.

For many years if I wanted to control something like a cnc milling machine / Mach3, or run a dedicated private webserver, I’d utilise what I used to call the “50 buck PC” which basically meant any old piece of shit second hand PC that I found on gumtree / craigslist / fleabay / etc.

About 10 years ago I had three of these pc’s and three old raq webservers and a ups sat in a big old rack in the hallway of my house at the time, and so it was for quite some time, until one day I bought a portable power / watt meter in a plug sort of thing, and ran around the house for the next few weeks measuring everything.

Imagine my surprise to find that as expected bedrooms 1 2 and 3 used bugger all, exterior used bugger all, garage used bugger all, but my hallway used as much as the kitchen (image above) and the bathroom (13 kw electric shower, radiant heater etc) combined.

Turns out that dripping taps will fill a swimming pool, and old 50 buck pc’s drip quite a lot, 4 kWh per day to be precise, or 1,460 kWh per year, @ 25p per kWh that’s 365 quid per year on ‘lectric… oh, I had gone through them all carefully to minimise power consumption, disks spun down and everything.

Not that any of those old things were crays, bunch of old shit pentium II stuff sd-ram eide hdd and so on, all compares very unfavourably performance wise with the celeron 3150 brix.. and at 10 watts peak consumption 0.24 kWh per day peak 87 kWh peak per year @ 25p per kWh that’s £21.90 per year in electric, peak, true usage is nearer 15 quid… Ok that’s only one brix so x6 = 90 quid a year to run six brix’s, the power savings in one year alone buy 1.5 brix, and really, let’s get real world and go back to pentium 2/3 and eide and sdram, I reckon one brix with 4 core celeron and ssd and 64 bit OS will outlift any two of those old boxes, probably three.

At that point two brix vs 6 old boxen the brix will pay for themselves within a year, and lift heavier loads.

An arduino (teh full size one) for 11 quid is a dirt cheap microcontroller, at 20 arduinos for one 4 core celeron 3150 brix (inc 4 gig of ram and ssd) is a dirt cheap x86 pc.

So lets get real about the current brix, it does one job, run a fibre galvo, and it uses around 30-32% cpu and 50% of the 4 gig installed ram to do it.

A lot of the time I will be working at 0.03 or 0.01 mm (30 and 10 micron) resolution, I can work to ten times that, but lets stick with 10 micron.

At ten micron with the head scanning at a very moderate 2,500 mm/sec you get 250,000 discrete “points” per second, and for each point such things has laser head pwm frequency, base power and so on all have to be set, so there are a whole bunch of data points for each individual point, and all this is done in real time by the host PC (the brix in this case) from the cad drawings in the laser control software, and shoved out to the laser itself over USB to control it in real time (technically there are electronics within the laser that interpret those driver signals so think printer, printer driver, printer driver board, rather than arduino like direct port / pin output) and of course any errors or skipped steps anywhere and the whole thing turns to crap….

My old mach3 set up with the mill would max out at 100 khz and that was it and that was way more than enough for 3 axis control at up to 1,500 mm/min in any axis plus spindle etc etc

This thing is “barely idling” at 1,500 mm/sec and at 1 micron res that’s 1,5 million points per second, all with individual PWM / power / etc

And the brix runs it at 30% load.

At 5-10% load I’d have wasted money and bought something too powerful for the task, at 75% load I could probably have been wise to get slightly more powerful for the task, just in case, at 30% load I got it just about right.

I plumped for the 4 core 3150 celeron brix because I know these processors are going into embedded industrial PC’s, which are really not *much* more than a brix built to an industrial standard with some watchdog addons etc, so 500 quid a pop not 200, and a fair proportion of industrial PC’s do *real* work for a living.

As I said before, unless you are in pursuit of benchmark hilarity or playing crysis at high res etc, these celerons are really very capable processors, much more so than people think.

Sure, 224 kb of L1 and 2 mb of L2 and no L3 is nothing compared to a xeon, which is the epitome of heavy living for massively corcurrent processes, but my now 3-4 year old socket 2011 i7 is guess what, 4 cores, same as the 3150 celeron, though each core is split into two logicals, unlike the 3150 celeron, and 256 kb of L1, 1 mb of L2 (half the celeron) and 10 mb of L3, sure it also has double the clock and quad channel ram and so on, but the processor and mainboard and ram cost me best part of 1,000 when I bought it new, that’s 5 brix’s in today’s money.

The socket 2011 *will* play crysis, it will also hammer the 3150 celeron at video encoding or creating multi gigabyte archives or working with 500 meg CAD files, but I’ll be honest with you, many days it doesn’t get *any* of those tasks thrown at it

Many days it looks like this, 1% with the odd spike to 3%

Closing thoughts

I think the celeron 3150 + ssd + 4 gig brix is a stonkingly good little PC, it has no moving parts, it sips power, it is capable of surprisingly heavy lifting, it is tiny, it is cheap.

I can see *many* uses and applications, given the limitations of the form factor that prevent plugging in a full size gfx card or an array of 6tb WD reds, from the home rolled car PC to the home rolled active firewall to the home rolled automation / monitoring / control PC.

I think it also makes a great “I just want a PC to browse the internet, do emails, and do office stuff” setup, whether for older people or younger ones.

I think it makes a great “why have a virtual machine when you can have a real one” PC.

I think it would be a great little webserver.

It has wifi and bluetooth on board, so it would make a great little portable wifi / bluetooth / mesh hub

It only has the one RJ45 so you could only use it at a wifi firewall, but that might be good too, I can see applications where that would work.

It would make a great mp3 / audio streaming box, or plug in an external usb3 disk and it would stream 1080p no problem over hdmi, so it would work as a kiosk box too

It would make a great “fit and forget” decryption box too, I have two hard disk images and 5 rar archives on the nas, I’ll be completely honest with you I can’t remember what are in any of them, three of them were legacy items that came to me from someone deceased, a brix would make a great little brute force box, just check it every couple of months, if it does it does, if it doesn’t it doesn’t.

A previous commenter asked about crypto currencies, I don’t actually know anything useful about them, but for 200 quid and 10 watts max power and total silence I wouldn’t be too dismissive of the number crunching ability of a brix running 24/7 for weeks or months, rather like the dripping tap kwh power consumptions of those old 50 quid PC’s, I suspect the final numbers will be surprisingly high.

I have heard already from one person who just ordered one, he is going to use it to brute force wifi and then packet flood the network to death, he is actually buying two, the second one will just run wireshark, cheaper and easier and better than plan A which was scouring craigslist for a couple of old stinkpads….

October 25, 2017

Brix – Part II

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 1:55 pm

I’m not going to bother with photos of the object itself, there are plenty of those on the net, basically it fits in the palm of your hand and weighs nothing.

First disclaimer / caveat is the install media was a generic USB stick containing a win10 image created by Rufus, so it’s not the fastest data source on the planet.

Out of the packaging it tries to boot from the empty Plextor SSD fitted and throws an error, go into bios and select the USB stick as boot source and away we go… did a new install and “new” option partition on the SSD.

Didn’t time anything and was doing other stuff at the time, but just about 10 minutes to the first reboot and 15 minutes to the desktop, which I am not complaining about, and nor should you.

Took another 30 minutes to first install OO Shut Up and kill all the win10 processes I don’t want including update, then off to Ninite.com for a 1 click installer for all the utilities I wanted, then 10 minutes after that to install word and excel from office 2010.

Now the acid test, will it run a cnc machine, in this case a modern 2017 edition fibre galvo metal marking laser?
Not exactly a low bandwidth high latency friendly device…..
pic is a link to full size

So this is task manager with the cnc machine actually running a job, it is worth pointing out here that this is a headless box, so this screenshot was taken from an active RDP session as well, which adds a small overhead to the process.

Everything we need to know about the ability of this brix to do real work is answered right here, two cores are idle and the CNC process I bought it to run uses about 30% CPU (note it is pretty much all kernel time processing) s0 at first blush it is looking pretty much ideal for the role as a compact low power dedicated PC, but one which runs Win10 so you can install pretty much anything you want on it, and RDP in etc.

Caveats / Gotchas.

I deliberately used an older version of Win10, there is a 4.5 gig update available if you let it, I did not want this, I deliberately chose the earlier version of win10 and immediately locked it down from updating.

The version of win10 that I used left a whole bunch of things in device manager as unknowns, I do not know if the updated version would know about all these things, the box comes with a driver DVD which I just copied and pasted via RDP, so no big deal.

I used wifi for the install setup, one of the things that was unknown was the micro sd card slot reader, so maybe copy the DVD to another usb stick.

The box I bought has a proper RGB VGA 15 pin analog output to monitor as well as HDMI, a bunch of usb, audio, RJ45 network and the aforementioned micro sd card, and one power button on the top.

The *only* real caveats were the BIOS shipped looking for an OS on the blank Plextor SSD and so did not see the Rufus Win10 usb, which was easy fixed, and the version of win10 I used didn’t have drivers for many of the peripherals, and the drivers are supplied on DVD, which the box can’t see natively.

Far too early to talk about longevity and reliability and so on, it’s not industrial grade hardware, but early indications are it works out of the box so like most electronics it should continue to just work.

Bottom line is £250 quid including VAT is £200 excluding VAT if you are in business and can claim it back, and for £200 this brix represents some serious value for money, hell it would run an office desktop or make an ideal kids computer for homework and study, sure, it won’t play games punk, but you said you needed a computer to do school work, so fuck you.

But at 6-10 watts power consumption I see a real application here as a dedicated single task PC such as I have used it for here, it’s the sort of thing where if someone gave me 10 of them, I’d find a use for 5 of them within a week, and the others not long after.

The physical box stops it being a NAS, as does the mainboard itself, if you want that go MicroATX like the asus H81 or equivalent, it has the sata ports already on board, then all you need is a decent case (talked about my nas box on here before) so do not forget the form factor with this Brix.

Nor is it waterproof or suitable for harsh environments.

IMHO only a complete cunt would put a spinning rust HDD in one of these, SSD every time, no moving parts, more speed.

Complete windows backup image stored on the NAS is 14.5 gigs, so the 120 gig plextor SSD is more than big enough, and the 4 gig of installed ram is enough too.

Thumbs up from me, well pleased.

 

 

 

October 24, 2017

BRIX – part 1

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 9:53 am

The brix from gigabyte is a small form factor PC with an external 19 VDC power brick and as you may have guessed from the 19 VDC power brick, basically laptop origin internals.

It’s not a “thing” so much as a range of things, and therein lies the first problem, which one do you get?

I personally do not see the point in shoehorning an intel i7 into one of these babies, if I am going to run an i7 I want a full size case with lots of PCI-E slots, because that is one huge potential issue with the brix, forget expansion and upgrades, like the laptop the only thing you’ll be changing is the HDD and RAM.

Gigabyte have a store on amazon, so I opted for the celeron based unit, model number 3150, with gigabyte supplied and fitted 120 gig ssd and 4 gig of laptop style low voltage ram, with free prime delivery it runs to 250 quid.

This is barebones, so no OS, and the 3150 is based on the intel 14nm Intel® N3150 cpu, aka celeron, 4 cores and 6 watts power dissipation, and half the benchmark speeds of an i5

And there is the first issue, people dismiss it as being too weedy to do anything with, and for sure it is too weedy to play pretty much any kind of game except solitaire, and it is too weedy for heavy CAD work, or heavy video encoding, or a bunch of other tasks.

But, you’d be surprised what you can do with a celeron, I have an earlier 2 core version running my NAS box on a asus h81 micro atx board, and it can saturate the gigabit lan on reads and writes, and I can rdp in when it is doing that and see maybe 20% cpu usage.

We are both spoiled and ruined by the “one box must do anything and everything, and fast” mentality, for dedicated applications a modern 4 core celeron and limited to a maximum 8 gig of ram is more than more than enough for many, many, many tasks.

Sadly IMHO the only dedicated task most people can come up with for these is a dedicated media server, and they are used a lot to power screens in public spaces, but for 10x arduino money you have a genuine intel x86 compatible PC that will run win10 or the linux distro of your choice while staying silent and sipping the watts.

Add a 7″ touchscreen and you have a car pc that will blow away anything you can buy, including all the android based ones, for significantly less money than them, for just one example.

My own application is controlling a piece of cnc machinery.

So the one I have bought is 56.1x 107.6 x 114.4mm in size and has onboard Intel IEEE 802.11 ac, Dual Band Wi-Fi & Bluetooth 4.0 NGFF M.2 cardUSB3 ports and so on as expected.

 

Part II to follow…. which will be win10 install, setup / config / lockdown, app software and observations about performance and usage etc with some rdp screens showing actual resource usage etc.

Blinkers off

Filed under: Wimminz — wimminz @ 12:14 am

Had an interesting convo today, while I was out and about after shopping on amazon, on the subject of wimminz taking deadbeat dads to the cleaners via the secret family courts.

It was interesting because this person used to be a staunch team cunt apologist, to the point where previously she would never listen to a word anyone said to the contrary.

Today I said a few things, like ok so lets just assume everything the lying skank ho mommie said about the deadbeat dad is true, it won’t be, but lets just assume it is, answer me these points;

  1. How come the grandparents don’t get to see the kids?
  2. How come the aunts and uncles don’t get to see the kids?
  3. How come the “not family but immediate social circle” don’t get to see the kids?
  4. How come the skank ho mommy is always playing some sort of baiting game with fuckbook posts, over a guy who she claims she wishes she never met?
  5. How come 5 years later the deadbeat dad has largely rebuilt his life, and is still on good terms with all his friends and employers and acquaintances?
  6. How come 5 years later the saintly skanky wimminz is even further down the career / public status / social standing ladder?
  7. How come the kids school friends do not feel welcome in the house run by skank ho mommy, so the kids are always visiting with their friends, rather than the other way around?
  8. How come when the skanky ho wimminz get everything they wanted, and the deadbeat dad gets nothing he wanted, the skanky ho’s never make anything with the surplus they are granted, and the deadbeat dad always makes do and amends?
  9. How come if the skanky ho’s move on, every man they meet is a deadbeat loser, and married couples shun them?
  10. How come if the man moves on, the new wimminz never buy any of the shit the skanky ho ex claimed, and plenty of married couples call him a friend and are happy for him to babysit their kids etc?
  11. How come if it is all for the best interests of the children, only one person is given total control over the rest of their lives until they turn 16?
  12. How come if everything we are told about the secret family courts and child services and the po-po and everything else is true, the problem for society is getting bigger every fucking year, given that the only people excluded from these kids lives is the deadbeat dads and their fucked up families and friends and employers and neighbours and so on?

And the upshot is she was really troubled by the fact that she could not give anything even remotely like and adequate answer to any of those, and I do not mean an adequate answer for me, I mean for her.

What does it all mean, she asks, so I mention the now ex couple that we both know, I say look at the lying skank ho, she had had to move from a semi rural place to a flat in the city, because NO FUCKING MONEY, meanwhile he has moved a couple of miles, and bought himself a van and set up in business, and now he employs two other guys, how come if the guy is such a deadbeat tosspot he can be ground down into the gutter, and give him a few years and he is back on his feet, and make MORE progress per month than he ever did when he had the millstone of the stupid skank ho hanging around his neck, when it should have been easier, two people to spread the load etc.

How come everyone is delighted to give him work and delighted to recommend him to others, if he is such an abusive lying deceitful violent wanker as his lying skank ho ex claims?… because no, he ain’t fucking cheap…

And then it came out.. as I said both me and this wimminz knew this couple before she went postal skank ho, so this wimminz has some serious structural problems with her house, one outer flank wall is bowing out away from all the first floor joists… the recent storms made all the gaps between the inside floors and end walls a couple of mm wider…

Turns out she has tried a few builders and none of them want to know, so in desperation she tries this guy, and he doesn’t want to know, his response is he is too busy, not interested, she thinks he blanked her because she still talks to his ex, I said so you think he *ain’t* busy and just turned down 15 grands worth of work because you talk to his ex.. that right?

No, she says, that doesn’t make sense does it, money is money, maybe he is busy enough he don’t need the money.

Aye I said, but you are still missing part of the picture.

He does plenty of work for his mates and family and friends at mates rates, but he doesn’t have to, he has enough proper paying work.

OH, she says, but, I didn’t want to choose sides.

Yeah, I say, so you chose not to side with him, like 99.9% of everyone who knew him did, when his psycho skank ho ex kicked off, and he ain’t forgotten that, and never will.

Those who did, their problems are his problems, that’s what friends and family is all about.

Those who didn’t, their problems are their own, and that reminds me, another question for you, how come the psycho skank ho’s are never there for anyone else, never have any ability or skills or trade or willingness to help, how come that was always the fucking deadbeat dad?

Thing is this wimminz herself has three kids who have grown up and flown the nest, and none of them are around to help either, mommie is out of sight and out of mind, none of them even live local.

Of course her husband had long since gone, and there is the thing, I knew this deadbeat guys dad, and his dad on his deathbed made this guy promise him something, it is something lots of dying dads ask their sons to promise, and 90% of sons keep those promises long after the grave has been filled.

The promises are always along the lines of “when I’m gone look out for this person and this person and this person, can I trust you to do that for me boy?” and the boy usually says yes and means it and the old man relaxes, he can go knowing that some of the shit he used to take care of will still be taken care of when he is gone.

Thanks to psycho skank ho ex’s, me and the guy who is the subject of this story figure we have between none and fuck all chances of ever having that deathbed conversation with our boys, so fuck em all.

This story of men’s deathbed promise requests, if you know about it you are a man who has buried his dad, no wimminz know about this shit, and none of us ever divulge it to anyone, least of those any wimminz or those who we have been tasked to look out for… it’s a fucking secret you take to your own grave.

I’d say these secret father and son deathbed promises are at least 10-15% of the glue that held society together in the past, and I’d say that 95% of those that used to happen no longer happen, because father and son never bonded, psycho skank ho mommy saw to that.

That shit takes 40 years to fix, and as a society, we may outlast this wimminz floor/wall joists, but not by much.

Now she is down to trying to find someone who will install “a ton of rocks in a mesh cube” piers / buttresses, it won’t cure the problem and she will never be able to sell the place, but at least she should be able to carry on living there.

Inside on the mantelpiece there is a picture of the place taken 20 years ago, it looks bloody lovely, but hubby was still married to her then, and he took care of all that maintenance shit.

I was talking about this to someone today, in my own small business I reckon my IT work along would cost between 5-7k every year if I had to pay someone to do it, I DIY of course but to many that just makes it invisible.

And the subject of IT brings me back to the beginning, got a new brix arriving tomorrow, so I’ll do a write up here about it… 200 odd quid for a new SFF PC from amazone…

 

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